We are teenagers.

We’re teenagers. We’re still learning. Shit happens. We cheat, we lie, we criticize, we fight over stupid things. We fall in love & end up getting hurt. We bitch, bitch, bitch. We bitch about bitches being bitches. We party till dawn, we drink till we pass out. We hate people for no reason, we call each other names. We stay up late having deep conversations, or stay up late just to think. We go out & have a kick ass time with our friends & those will be the memories. One day that’s going to all pass. You can waste your time focusing on all the bad things, but one day you’re gonna wish you were still a teenager. So make the most of what you have now, forget all the bullshit and drama and live your life with a sexy smile on your face.

I want something bad to happen to me.

I want to be run over, to be hurt by somebody, to have to go to a hospital. I want to do drugs & smoke. I want to take pills & pass out. I want to bash my head into a mirror & cut my arms up.

Because I hate myself & I want somebody to realize that.

The point is sometimes it’s not what we are living for but who are we living for. I am sure someone loves you & you don’t know about it. You have value. You are worth more than you think. I want you to carry on, try a little harder & things will get better.
I want you any way I can get you. Not because you’re beautiful or clever or kind or adorable, although devil knows you’re all those things. I want you because there’s no one else like you & I don’t ever want to start a day without seeing you.
When a girl leaves, you don’t let her walk away. You run after her & pour your heart out on the pavement. Let everything out right then & there. No more secrets. No more unsaid words. You have to tell her all the reasons you love her & you gotta mean every word of it. You better kiss her like you’ve never kissed her before & hold her in your arms like you’re protecting the world, because she is your world. Fight for her. Don’t let her go. Because once she walks out on you, there will be nothing more you can do. And let me tell you boys, you’ll regret it.
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Here’s to the people who try their hardest to be good enough for everyone. Who spend hours reading random love quotes to find the right one. Who wait online for that one certain person to sign in just to say hello. Who listen to the same song dozens of times because the lyrics mean a lot. Who deserve so much more than they get & are willing to fight for it & whose wish upon a shooting star was wasted on someone that will never care.
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I want someone I can go to, someone I can tell my secrets to. Someone who won’t judge me for the mistakes I’ve made, for the mistakes I will continue to make. I want someone who understand. I want someone who hears, not just listens. I want someone who says goodnight to me & prays to God that they get the chance to say good morning. I want someone who knows my quirks. I want someone who wipes my tears away. I want someone who needs me. All I want is someone who loves me no matter what.
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Even though everything had ended, I didn’t regret it. I never regretted it, not for one second. How do you regret one of the best nights of your life? You don’t. You remember every word, every look. Even when it hurts, you still remember.
Some people go through life & never find their soulmates. They never do. You & I did, we just happened to have them for a shorter period of time. It’s sad, but it’s life.

To my haters,

I keep it real & that’s a promise. I may be whatever that you wanna call me, but I’m honest. When I walk by, you stop & stare. Well, keep looking. Cause I don’t care. I have my own life & style. Not trying to please you or smile. When it comes to competition, you’re out. So shut your hating self & keep me out of your mouth.

Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces. Smell the rain, and feel the wind. Live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams.
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No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater. The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences. And that’s the key. It’s like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot.
They said it wouldn’t work. They said it wouldn’t last. And now as I looked back way into the past, I see that they were right. I see that they were true. All we ever did was fight, but I’ll always love you.
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Doubts

I don’t understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at night. How pictures never change but the people in them do. How your best friend can become your worst enemy, or how strange it is when your worst enemy turns into your best friend. How forever turns into a few short months that you’d do almost anything to get back. How you can let go of something you once said you couldn’t live without. How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare. How people make promises despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken. How people can erase you from their lives just because it’s easier than working things out.

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Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn’t? Try hard to fight your feelings but you just couldn’t? You fall deeper with each passing day & try to hide it in every possible way.
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